Kill Paradise

Kill Paradise is a band in case you didn't know. One man band, which is electronica. I love this band, would you call a one man band a band? I guess, anyway new song. Called Just Friends? Yes the question mark is supposed to be their! This song, is going to come out on his new album (so he says). Which myspace never lies right?! Ha! Big fat lie. Okay, so yeah music update.
CHECK OUT "Just Friends?" CHECK IT OUT!
I personally fell in love with this song the first time I heard it.
It's catchy, has a good beat to it, AND it talks about...well you find out yourself.
Go listen to it, and tell me what you think. But if you think it will suck, do yourself a favor and don't listen to it okay?



p.s. I don't own this video whatsoever, so don't get any ideas!

Tired

i did a lot today...for me. Went shopping then went to eat and find food at 3 different places. i went with my step sister. She can drive. Driving is fun yet scary, you never know what will happen to the car. it can crash or blow up any minute. Not likely but could still happen.
You could spin out of control on the freeway killing you,
injuring the passenger,
and 2 other cars come down with you.
i'm not going to get into the gory details but you never know.
never.
i just realized that i'm dead tired even though its only 9 out here,
but hey i woke up around 5:40 A.M.
yeah not good.
you can tell i'm sleepy because i started off with capitalization with each sentence (except words that start with "i") and now i'm not doing any.
run on sentence,
never-ending blinking try to keep
myself awake.
my whole body telling me to stop typing,
and sleep.
sleep.
hope you get enough sleep,
unlike me.
maybe i should take my own advice.
okay good
night,
chicago,
and california.
<3333

Hawt

it's bright, sunny, and a bit fake. Meaning that it's a bit to good to be true. But Chicago and California are the best places to be for me. Visiting family out here. Staying for about a month and a couple of weeks. it's nice out here, different from Chicago. Not better, just different. it's weird this is one of the first times i don't have my mom with me, but with another baby (not my kid, my moms!!), it's a bit hard. Yeah i'm a big sis! Or like one of my brother's call me "sissy".
Am i a sissy?
i guess,
whenever i think about it...i never answer the question.
Really gets me thinking....
Ha! My dad doesn't like my music that I listen to...he doesn't really listen to music. Unless news is a genre. Maybe it is. i don't know.
i went shopping today.
it's over 100 degrees out, i'm visiting my grandmother. She has a pool, but it's to hawt outside to swim.
i got a teady bear. it's purple, i got one for my friend, but i liked it, so i got another one.
I named it Mr. D.
The name has a meaning.
A little story, but only a few people know about it.
I hurt my shoulder yesterday in the pool, i don't know how. It just hurts a lot. I wrote a poem about it.
I'll put it up now.
>_<

This is a test. i am sending this from my phone....is it working?

Birthday

Today is my birthday and i'm turning 100.
yay!!!
haha,
i'm joking....
so okay
pizza,
then dave and busters.
umm...california is great!
lovin' it...haha like McDonalds...
okay,
just checking in on you bloggy mcbloggy.
and the people who read it, too!
:D
how are you?
i'm great thanks for askin'
okay, i got to jet.
i think i'm going to try to post a blog on my phone....
okay.
Bye!

countdown to california

i'm leaving for the airport now.
goodbye.
no more waiting for me...
until i get to the airport.
Aha!
okay,
so goodbye...
the next time i'll be posting will be at california!
unless...i do mobile posting...
eh to much work.
goodbye chi-town.
goodbye everyone that lives in chicago.

Countdown to California

and i'm waiting...

countdown to california

my birthday is tomorrow.
i'm leaving to the airport in 2 hours.
i'm going to california.
so soon.
i'm getting that phone.
shopping.
texting.
hot.
summer.
gonna miss everyone in chicago.
The Countdown Begins!
i'm just waiting...
for the 2 hours to go by....
we all know that when you watch time,
it ticks and
tocks slower than
ever.
so i'm just waiting.
to leave,
to california.
then i'll have to wait 3 hours,
once i'm on the plane.
what a great day,
so far.
don'tcha think?
i'm going to have
to ride on the plane
through a thunderstorm...
the flight isn't canceled...
yet.

Breathe Carolina Update

Has a new album coming out in August 2009! Called "Hello Fascination". i'm excited to get it. i listened to "Welcome to Savannah" it is out on youtube, and you can download it legally!
This sounds like an AD but it's not...
it's me.
Elle.
So no my account hasn't been hacked.
yet.
haha an internet joke...more like a hacker's joke.
Okay,
Breathe Carolina.
Check 'em out,
i think they have the song (Welcome to Savannah) on their myspace.
even better.
Look 'em up.
Do nothing.
Big deal.
This is just an update of their music.

p.s. here's the song...
click this!

Tears and Laughter

that night.
i cried,
but i also
laughed.
about nothing
in particular.
do you really
need a reason,
to cry
or laugh?
some
people would
say yes,
and some would
say no.
for they cannot
help it,
it's how
they were
raised.
even
though they're
being
selfish,
in a
way.
do you really need
a reason
to
cry?
is it not
good for
enough
for your alibi?
is that why?


think about that

My Birthday

Okay, so i'm turning ***, yup 100 you guessed it! Haha, you wish. I want one thing, and one thing only. A new phone. So i'm going to tell you about it, because my parents are getting sick and tired off hearing about it. Now, my momma says that i shouldn't put pictures that aren't mine on this blog, so i'm not...i'm going to give you the website so you can see the review and pictures. So technically it's not going against her word. Smart aren't i?
it has a qwerty keyboard, a touch screen but only for dialing. i know a lot of people were pissed about that. and other than that it's like an everyday phone. i like it because of the keyboard...that's about it. O! it has a music player, and a memory card slot, which i will buy. Other than that...well the colors. The phone comes in like 5 different colors. Blue, Orange (coming out soon), Pink, Red, and Black. i want the blue one. Only because the black looks retarded. Very. The phone is a international phone...meaning it's not sold to any cellular phone companies in the U.S. So the website i'm going to give you is a U.K. (United Kingdom) cnet site. If that's against your own laziness than i'm sorry. i know it's hard to go against your laziness, trust me i know, but you just gotta do it!
Okay, no you don't have to blah...but if you want to it'd mean a lot.
Website
Click website in case you didn't know that.
Now, you gotta do the rest.
Is that worth it?
I want a phone that is rare, like you won't see anyone with it...unless you live in the U.K. Which i don't. So that's not a problem.
What's your opinion?
What should i get?
HELP!!

July Theme Song

it's all so loud, and fun. Summer. Forth Of July. Swimming. The hot summer sensation that we've all been dying for...well at least i have. The smell of air, well let's just say it smells different. Speaking of smelling different i gave my cat a bath, and well surprisingly i have no blood red scratches whatsoever. And his fur smells good, like cement drying. Don't ask why that smell attracts me. it just does.
Fireworks,
The stench.
The smoky,
everlasting
stench.
Aha! i just realized that was a poem starter. Well okay, right now i'm listening to Porcelain by Heroes of Heartache; Electronica. i'm sure of it. They have a couple of good songs, one of my favorites is My Last Letter. What's a good July Theme song? Got any ideas? Eh? No? Well then, let's pick one right now. i'm thinking a loud colorful screamo song, with a dash of melancholy. Because July is all about being happy, but when your sad, it's for a good reason. Screamo is not in the dictionary, or recognized in this blogger's vocab. Haha! But scream o is recognized. Okay getting off track here. i'm thinking Silverstein, but only because i'm listening to them right now. Okay...now we just need a song. This is completely ironic. The song i'm listening to is called Last Days Of Summer. But no, i don't think that's the July theme song, because July should last. Since it is summer. School is the one that should go by fast. Not Summer.
I found an anti-summer theme song. it's called "A Great Fire". it talks about erasing memories, very depressing because it also talks about a fire. Hmhh...what is the true meaning of this song? i don't know!
The July Theme Song is a tie, between the Red Light Pledge, and Summer's Stellar Gaze(only because it has the word summer in it). i've decided that Silverstein wasn't the best pick that i should have picked, but it's too late to turn back now! Red Light Pledge because it talks about...okay let's face it Silverstein is too dark and emo for summer...unless my summer really sucks (knock on wood) then Silverstein would be perfect. But it's not! So I'm stuck. By the end of the summer i WILL FIND THE PERFECT JULY THEME SONG! i am now determined, and will find it. The Perfect July Theme Song.

Owl City

This band...is electronic, power-pop (hahahaa that sounds funny), with a bit of indie...I think. i found that online, so don't get mad at me if i'm wrong. See? i'm not as lazy as you think! it was hard, i even went on there website, and myspace. Also I looked at there tour days and stuff and since i'm going somewhere, (California) i couldn't find out if they were going to come and play there! Ugh!!
Anyways, i wonder why they named themselves Owl City. Maybe because they like owls, or they are good at hooting...OR! Maybe they go to hooters all the time, and thought of that...the world may never know. i'll go ask them. Ha! Like i know them, or could even get a hold of them...that take some major thinking, and i am not up to the challenge. Life? Sure I'll beat the video game, but i can't track them down (the band...not the video game) and read there diary. And getting there numbers would be to hard. I'm sad, very sad. Why am i even thinking about this...the possibilities for me to do ANYHTING (sorry i hit the caps key) would be very small...maybe i'll email them...or O! I'll go onto there website.
I feel like a stalker....ACK!
Am i secretly a master mind at hacking and stalking?
Nope, that's my friend's job, not mine.

Thinking...

i was thinking of poetry, why my nails are black, and why i don't have a favorite color. And how come i have no clue to the fact of why i am ranting on about random things. i don't remember painting them black (my nails), but i do however remember the thick smell of the nail polish easing it's way into my nostrils. i don't remember painting my walls light pink but i do remember the color of the walls before they were painted...light sea green.
Have you ever thought about something for so long, that it doesn't make sense anymore? Well that's what i'm doing right now, i'm thinking about the first thing that comes to my mind, which right now i'm thinking "Fire". A Fire, i can see it as clear as i see the screen...pretty clear. i hear someone screaming, begging the other person to call the cops. The Fire spreads throughout the whole block just because of a strong gust of wind.
Now, i'm listening to Hello Seattle By Owl City...i like it...techno? Maybe but not really. More like...i don't know...Have you ever heard of that song? What is the genre of this band?!? Please tell me, because i am obviously to lazy to look it up.

Flowers.

Flowers.
So Sunny And Bright!
When The Suns Out,
At Least.
But Have You Ever
Wondered What Flowers
Do
At
Night?
Or At Least What They
Look Like?
Are They Still Sunny, Bright,
And Cheerful?
Or Are They Sad, Blue,
And Heavyhearted?
Do They Cry And Weep?
Or,
Do They Party All Night
Long?
I Once Knew A Boy
Who Would Dream About
Flowers.
The Flowers Were Moody,
And Emotional.
At least To Him.
Flowers.
What Do You Dream They'd
Do?

Poetry

Different
Different,
It's Hard To Be Different,
Well For Some People Anyways.
But Not For Me.
For Some People It's
Easier
Just To
Blend
In.
But Not For Me.
It's Not Like I Asked
For
This
Fate.
No, Not At All.
But I Got What I Got,
No
Refunds.
Don't Get Me Wrong!
Being Different.
Well It's Fun.
Fun For Me,
And I Love Being
Well,
Different.


Death.
Death
Is
Calm
And
Fast.
Another Stage
To
Life.
Life Is Like
The Weather.
Unpredictable.
But Both Of Them Having
A Few Things In
Common.
Because With Weather
And Life,
You Have Control.
The Key Is
Whether You Want
To Take It Or
Not.
With Weather,
You Can Choose The
Weather By Where You
Live.
But Life,
Well If You Run-Away
To A Better Place,
Well That's Called Death.

More Poetry

Challenge
Fear.
I'm scared
But Of What?
Life.
I'm Scared Of Life.
Because Life Is Hard,
And Maybe I'm Not Up
For The
Challenge.
Sometimes I Wish,
I Wish I Could Just
Skip Life And Go Straight
To
Death.
But I Can't,
First I Have To
Beat The Game.
The Game Of Life.
Then The Sequel;
Death.
Maybe I Am Up To The Challenge.

Poetics

Who Am I?
Pain,
Physically + Emotionally
They Both Hurt You,
No Matter Who You Are.
But It Depends On Who
You Are.
Do You Know Who You Are?
And If You Know Who You Are,
Well Then,
Who Do You Think You Are?
Who Do You Want To Be?
How Are You Gonna' Be It?
When You Be It,
Will That Make You A Better
Person?
Physically + Emotionally?

Don't Forget to Write
If You Want To Find Out Who You Truly Are,
Well Don't Come To Me,
Go To Yourself.
It's A journey,
But You Have To Do It
By Yourself.
You Don't Need Anyones Help,
Only You.
Honestly,
You Never Needed Anyones Help,
Guidance,
Maybe.
But Not Help.
Because You Can Always
Help Yourself.

Just You.

So Take That Journey,
Write A Story,
And Tell Me How It Goes!