Hah. Oh Really?

Oh really?
Today was hectic. Eek. I had no volleyball practice, it was canceled. I am tired.
And I wanna take a personality test, because I have no clue what kinda person people take me as. Not that I care, but since I'm bored, I'm in desperate need. So if you know a test that you think would be funny, tell meh please. :)
The past couple days, I've been waking up late. I thought that something was wrong with my alarm clock, no, of course not. I'm just stupid. Today my alarm clock went off, at the right time and everything. EXCEPT THAT I, INSTEAD PUT IT ON P.M. Good thing that I wake myself up, around 7 automatically or I'd be real late for school. Umm...let's see at school...nothing really interesting happened. I had two tests. Tomorrow I have another one, then on friday I have two more. Ain't I lucky?
Uhh...how are you? Any news?

I just took a test, and it says I'ma "scemo" kid. I'm a scene kid, and an emo kid. I'll take that. XP

Okay, well sorry it's so short, but I gotta go write. I have a portfolio due in January, so I'm gonna have to start on that now! Bye kiddies!
:)
p.s. I saw a really cute boy that was walking...he was hot! Weird. my mom can tell when I see an attractive boy now. She doesn't have to look, she's all "oh! elle found a boy!" Maybe I should keep it on the DL. Yeahhh, good idea.

Erm,

My laptop, or blogger, let's blame it on blogger, is acting rather weird.
Blogger is acting rather weird.
And slow.
I just got home, an hour ago.
Today was...Open House.
My homeroom teacher said I am fine, no problems.
Algebra teacher is like, I didn't realize elle talks this much.
English teacher. Erm. The first word out of her mouth, to my mom was, elle talks too much. And my mom turns to look at me. Uhhh.......how to I explain that. Only what? 4 weeks of school, and already, ELLE TALKS TOO MUCH! But she said that I am very creative, and a great writer. Which made myself, and my mother happy. So bonus points for me!
My science teacher said she had no problems (score!).
Uhh...mom didn't talk to 'humanities' teacher...whew. I am saved. ;)

I just realized that my nose is bleeding. I could feel something drip and I looked down (on my homework thank you very much!) blood on white paper. It was all slow motion about it. Hah. It was funny. And the blood looked like paint. What's wrong with my nose blood?

Another reason why blogger is acting like a glitchy mother glitcher is that I can't post freakin' comments on people's blogs. Maybe that has to do with the computer about to die-take a nice long rest. So I have to hurry up. Err...school was tiring. I was there to 8:25 till 8 somethin'. That's twelve hours. Twelve hours too many.
And I still have homework. Oh crappy. You didn't hear that from me. That's that crazy chick talking. It was not me. I repeat I do not have homework.

Okay, I have to go read, soo see ya guys tomorrow. And for those people who i haven't commented on, I will do so tomorrow. So don't get mad if it's a day too late. Well, it would be a day too late, but better later than nothing eh?

p.s. my spiking arm is killing me still!
p.s.s. song for the day-Not a second to waste. (by)A rocket to the moon.

Adios!

Sarcastically Undead

Teachers at school found out about my blog. I asked one of them, and I'm like how did you know about it? She's like I heard you talking about it last week.

I heard you talking about it last week.
I heard you talking about it last week.
I heard you talking about it last week.
I heard you talking about it last week.

Am I really that obsessive about blogger? I do talk about you a lot, but! okay...yes I do. I go on here like whenever I get the chance. Isn't that sad? I remember on the weekend, I was glued onto this. I one time went on blogger 6 times in the same hour. Yes, even sadder-er-. :( And the worst part is that, when the teacher asked me what I write about, I could not answer her. I was like ummm stuff. She's like what kind of stuff? (Stop being so freakin' pushy women!) Family, Friends, School, things about my life, and meself. That's about it. She's like does your mom know you have one? Does she read it? Does anyone in your family read it? (What's with all these questions?!) Yes she knows, yes she reads it. My dad does, and sometimes my step dad reads it, too. Oh, and I think my grandmother reads it, also! (Happy?) I think she thought it was like Rated-R, non-kid friendly. My site is totally kid friendly!... >_> I'm thinking, if that's what kind of student you take me as then, hmph.
Well, I'm listening to Overdose by: Hurt.
Annnnndddd now it's over.... Love Song is next....
I haven't listened to that song for about a year, till now.
X) So...Oh! I had a CapriSun (Is it supposed to be one word?) today, and I felt like a kid again. -sigh- Remember those days? Going to the mall, first time without your parents? Taking the train with a friend? Take a long walk by yourself around the neighborhood? I remember. The good 'ole days, before I turned evil-
Nah, I'm not evil. Just weird. I think I'm not evil. Believe it or not! I have never gotten in a fight before, and I don't plan on it anytime soon, either. I'm just so proud.

I was watching this video on utube (just never gets old), and this chick was talking about "Firsts". Meaning like the first time I blahhh blah yada yadaa bladaaaa. That kinda stuff. So I was like -BINGO! BLOG IT BABAY!- So here!:

• First time I got my first razor-11 years old.
  
• First skinny jeans-12 years old.
• When I first put on make up and it actually looked good-two months ago. hahaha.
• First time I straightened my hair-8? Idk.
• Got my first phone-9 I think....
• First time I wrote a story-oh...i don't remember-maybe in 3rd grade? Eek. Yea, in third grade.
• The first time I wrote a story that I actually thought was good-last week. The Mark.
• First time I put on liquid eyeliner that looked hot-13 years old.
• My first laptop-12? Or was it 11? I think it was 12....?
• First camera-12
• First time I actually got grounded-11

Okay, now they are getting random, and weird.
Oh, I got another one, first time someone called me "emo". When I was in 5th grade. The first time someone called me a uhh.... "druggie" 6th grade. Someone called me...okay, well let's just say that I have been called a lotta names. :( That makes elle sad, but oh well.
Okay real quick, let me explain why they called me a "druggie" or something along the lines of that. I was, and still am, a very hyper person. I would jump around, or like say random things at random times. And sometimes, I made the teacher give us homework. Yea, I'm not that good of a goody good chick, at school that is. At home, I'm like "Yes sir! I mean ma'am, I mean...." Hah. No, I'm a normal teen when it comes to punishments. :/

Well, I gotta finish up my homework, so see ya guys tomorrow!

Okay Okay...

Here ya go!:
1. I'd Hate To Be You by:Mayday Parade
2. You Call by:Secondhand Serenade
3. Everything's Gonna Be Okay by:Brittani Louise Taylor
4. It's Not Over by:Secondhand Serenade
5. Miserable At Best by:Mayday Parade
6. Overdose by:Hurt
7. Vanilla Twilight by:Owl City
8. Love Addict by:Family Force 5
9. Broken Heart, Torn Up Letters by:Lostprophets
10. Replace Me by:Family Force 5
11. Knives and Pens by:Black Veil Brides
12. Ignorance by:Paramore
I can't think!!!
13.Playing Gog by:Paramore
14. What If I Can't Check My Myspace by:Attack Attack
15. Diamonds Aren't Forever by:Bring Me The Horizon
16. I'm Afraid of Losing You by:A Rocket To The Moon
17. I Think About You Everyday by:A Rocket To The Moon
18. Feeling Sorry by:Paramore
19. Cave In by:Owl City
oh crap, I can not think of one last one!!
20. First Time by:Family Force 5

Okay, those are the songs that you've been waiting for! And if you could care less, then you still know my

Top Twenty Favorite Songs

So see ya guys tomorrow, I actually have to go to bed on time, instead of writing till 11. Not very good. I have school tomorrow. Erg.
Hah. What? Erg? Huh?

Niterz.

p.s. I realized that most of the songs are either about love, or depressed-ness. What? I'm not emo. I'm not in love. What is happening to my brain? ACK! XP

Pinky Promise.

I just realized that today was the 27th, which was the day is was supposed to do TTFS. Crappppp!Okay, I will do it later on tonight, or tomorrow. Because I actually have to think about what's my favorite songs.
So i will be back later.
Promise.
Even better,
Pinky Promise.
:D

Hah.

Miserable at Best. I really do love this song.

-sniffle- Its really sad. I don't own that video. Or the song. I just love it. I wonder if you could marry a song...if that was the case, I would be getting divorced a lot. I'd be a song "floor", if you catch my drift.
Umm, I finished all my homework today. yay!elle.
I had to do humanities a.k.a.world history, algebra, music, english, -scratching head- what else? Oh, I have a project due this friday, that I started. I have to do espanol. Great. Why do I have so much homework? Ugh. School. Blech. I suck at spanish, last year I barely got by in it. It sucked bigtime. :( But now I'll actually try, because last year i slacked. Which isn't a good thing. D: I was not a good role model, but this year's gonna be different! Right L's? Yup Yup Yup. Say it three times, for good luck! ;)
I have a awesome video, with awesome singing, that isn't me (sadly), and maybe you guys heard it before. It's a remix to "The party in the USA" it's called "Everything is Gonna Be Okay". I think I was crying when I heard it, I was like "hope!". Which is exactly what this video gave me. So if you guys are feeling down, i sugguest you listen to this song. -sniffle-
here's the link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IrHee0ih_4&feature=fvw
why don' i just give you the video, because I'm weird like that! >_>
So tell me why i can't tranfer my zune music onto my laptop?! It's on the desktop, but I wanna put it on the freakin' laptop, and it's not working! Grrr....This makes elle mad!
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This is 3 hours later, at 9:17p.m. I have nothing to do. I'm on utube, watching random comedian videos. Umm...I just realized that I forgot to eat dinner. This is what happens when my mom lets me make my own food. I forget, and I end up starving. So let's make some pizza!! Yumm. My stomach has a pulse.
Btw, my story is coming along pretty nicely. It's 3,183 words so far. Meaning it's 8 pages. So small, my goal is around 35,000 to 40,000 words. So so very small, when your comparing it to that ginormous number. So imagine this. If I can write 1,000 words every hour how long would it take me to write 40,000 words? Do that math, because my brain is fried. See all that homework I did? Uh ya.

Well I'm gonna write some more, so see ya guys laterz.
:)

Can you feel it, too?

Hey! It's almost time for TTFS! (Top Twenty Favorite Songs) Yayz. For some reason I like to add 'z's nowz. Okay, I'll stop. So I'm sick. I'm coughing, sneezing (like that's something new), and I have a hoarse voice. Maybe that's because in general, I talk too much, but still. My throat hurts, and I am very very hot! (Well pfft. I knew that :P) I went to the park with one of my friends this morning, and it was very cold (to her), and for me I was sweating. Wait what is happening to me? Yes. I was next. Now someone else is next, because I have it. No stopping it. It already happened.
Although, I still walked outside when it was raining. Not very smart, yet, I was still on fire! Am I going to turn into the Flamer Dude, from Fantastic Four? Ha. That'd be fun, I'd blow stuff up. Like a car. Or see if I can make diamonds out of rock, then throw it in the ocean. I'd like to burn money, too. See it just explode. Or a bug. I should light a bug on fire. O.O! I should. It would probably make it cry though, so that's not nice. :(
I went to dunkin' donuts though! (score) Gotta iced coffee. i don't really know what was in it, I think blueberry, because my friend was like "you just gotta try it!" XP So I was like "bring it!"

My stomach burns, what does that mean? Like it doesn't hurt, but it just like feels like there's a little fire in it. Warming me up, yet I have to be cautious, because flames are popping out randomly. Can you feel the fire in your stomach, too? Or am I going to pass out, or something like that. Oohhhh Coca-Cola. You gotta say it fast, it makes you seem smart. Coca-Cola. Say it faster. Coca-Cola. Faster. Coca-Cola. Perfect. Two thumbs up!

So...I'm very happy. Har-pay! Harrr-paayyy. The fire is dancing now. My excitement goes into my roots, and even deeper than the fire. It spreads throughout me in less than a second. I wanna dance. Write. Shop. Do it all. Well okay, that was like way too limited, but okayz. X) I shoulda put more things, like umm...make awesome lyrics.
Actually, when I was little (like 9), I would write lyrics. Then I got into poetry, and stories. My dad when he was younger, wrote lyrics. Like how easy it is for me to write poetry, he said he did it like that. I'm like woah, woah nelly.
Umm, well I'm gonna go on other people's blogs, so I can share my love. My love may happen to be infested with germs, but nonetheless it's still love. Right?

C ya-zz!

Babayz.

They're back babay!
That's my new word, I think...babay. XP
The followers are back. I have no clue why they weren't showing up, but they are back. I missed 'em! <_< LONG day of school, and volleyball practice. I have a forming headache, but who cares? I feel great! :P
What do you guys do when you feel low? Or sad? Or depressed? I usually just sit and think, which sometimes makes it worse. But eventually I get through it. Or I eat cookies! Ha. I think I'm like a cookie monster. Today, I had gym, and we played soccer. Outside, on our field. I am tired! Field=big! Verybig. -yaawwwnn- I think that soccer is my worst sport. I made 2 goals, but I really don't like it. I'm more of a volleyball/basketball/softball/track/swimming chick.
I'm watching "Aliens in the attic". I think that movies get my kid-ish side out. I'd probably watch anything, except Barney. -Shudder- I really do not like that dude. I feel sorry that whoever has to go inside that purple and green suit. They obviously don't get paid enough, if you ask me! I wonder how much he gets paid, and who it is....
-researching that right now-
Carey Stinson (Barney's suit)
Dean Wendt (Barney's voice)
Just looked that up, good ole google! Now how much do they get paid?... Well that's gonna take a while, but when I find out then I will tell you guys.
Cookies are out of the oven, so it's my time to pounce chicas and o's!
What's with my house always having cookies?
Homemade cookies thank you very much!

Okay, well go eat some cookies guys...just don't take mine! XP

Bye bye!
p.s. Happy Birthday Harriet and Cathy!!!!

Followers!

Okay, so is it just me or do you guys see it? I noticed while I was looking at other bloggers' blogs, that the followers are gone. Now I could care less, but the empty gap looks a bit freaky. Is it just me? Is my computer acting like a retard, or what?!

EEK!

That is all I have to say,
Thank you!

XP

Hewwo!

Howz arez youz?
I'm okay, are you okay? Your talking kinda funny! >_>
Yesz I'mz finez. Okay, I'll stop.
Thankz youz! Sheshz.
That's not funny!
Whatz arez youz talkingz aboutzz?
Goodbye. Z....

How are you? Seriously? Without me talking like I have a lisp. Or would it be called...lizp. Instead of s's it's z's? I'm okay, could be better. I think I need a hug though. -Sniffle-
Umm, I don't have anything to say.
:(
I guess it's just one of those days. I don't know. I feel really low. Like not completely depressed, and not sad. Just low. Very. And it's not like I did anything wrong, so I have no clue why I feel like this. So before my mood runs off on anyone else. I hope you guys feel swell, and put a smile on your face! Happy Blogging Days everyone!
:)

p.s. school was okayz....z-d-d

Niterz! ;D

Umm...

Music updates! O! in a couple of days I will be posting the TTFS. Whoa, a month has gone by so quickly don't you think? With school and everything! X) That's in a good way and bad. Hahaa.
Okay, music update!
Paramore has a new album called "Brand New Eyes".
Tokio Hotel has a new album that just came out (i think), and it is called "Humaniod". I believe.
And Owl City, they've had a new-ish album out since August. Called "Ocean Eyes". So if any of those bands make you groan, smile, laugh uncontrollably, or anything else I haven't said, then check 'em out! (yes, even if you hate them) XP
Um, anything else that I left out? Mmm...OH! I did a new smiley face, well it's probably not new, but for me it is so nah!
Let's see if I can do it on here....
Mkay, nope but it's supposed to look like this:
Y_Y except that it has the two lines, what is that called?!?
Anywayz, I just figured out how to do like super big font, and really tiny font.

I feel very stupid, because after all this time, I just found this out....

But, now I'm going to do it often, so often that it gets on your very last nerve.
Sound good?
>_> I bet your thinking, wow elle, just wow.
hahahaa.

okay, well this is giving me a headahce, so good night kiddies. (: Why do people do backward smiley faces? it's weird, mkay well c ya!

p.s. we had an assembley today, so no switching. Which also means no homework. THANK YOU!
p.s.s I gotta 95% on my very first science lab. Booyah babay!
p.s.s.s. there's a very cute drummer boy outside my window, who it playing the drums (duh) very loudly. To bad he never notices me. -sigh- I guess we just simply can not have it all.

Writing Update!

The mark….

She was here, even when I was a baby. My first word was “Stephanie”. I had always knew someone was there. Watching me. Helping me along the way. My first encounter with her, that I remember, was when I was seven. She came to me in my head, talking to me. Telling me that she was here to help me. Help me. Protect me.
My parents were away, heading to work. And the babysitter was supposed to be there. Oh, why hadn’t the babysitter been there? She told me her name was Stephanie, and that she had been looking out for me my whole life. I was a bit frightened, but the voice was and still is memorizing. So I did what she said. I had to do it, or else. That’s what she always told me, and I never disobeyed her, ever. I set my house on fire, when I was seven. Because Stephanie told me that she would protect me. Protect me from the fire and more importantly death. Which she did, for the most part. Because she protected me, I didn’t burn completely. I stayed in my room, and did what I was told. To swallow the fire. To make fire. And to become it myself. That’s how I got the mark.
When I was eight, I threw my cat on the roof, and it stayed up there. They found the body a few weeks later. I choked my dog to death, when I was eleven, while still managing to gouge out the other one’s eyes. Thirteen, I broke my arm, I smashed it with a hammer. My new cat came in at the wrong time. Saw everything. Stephanie told me to throw the hammer at it, because if I didn’t, the cat would tell everyone. That was the end of pets.
I feel like Stephanie told me to do those things for a reason. I feel…inhuman. Sounds crazy, believe me. I’m surprised my parents haven’t locked me up in a padded room. But they are just too busy, when it comes to me.


Val.
Mmm? I sit up straight, startled. I still can’t get used to her voice.
I need your help.
What now? Lately, she’s been giving me tasks, from left to right.
The lovely voice, softens. Stop it. I’m serious.

How did you guys like this? Is it better? Feedback people!
+_+

Pancakes.

I smell pancakes coming from my kitchen. Oh, to bad I already ate cereal. But can i really pass up free buttermilk pancakes. That are fluffy, warm, and with delicious syrup to top it all off. I'm making myself hungry again. What's your favorite food? I think that question is hard to answer, because it's like a trick question. Some types of food to you might not be called food to others. Am i making a fool out of myself, talking out off my arse? I don't think so. I think it's comin' from my hart. Tried to make that rhyme! You see that? Poetic, eh? (I just reread it and it doesn't rhyme whatsoever) :o

Later on, I will post the beginning of my new story, and you guys can tell me your feedback. For example: If you think it sucks, you can say "Go get another hobby!" XP But if you think it's pretty good, then you can be like "Stick to this hobby!" But I can't put words in your mouth, and my wrists' are starting to hurt, so that's all I have to say.

Buttermilk (fluffy) (warm) pancakes, here I come!

C ya!

Oh.

I have nothing to say, except that I have officially gone boy crazy. My mom has been recently been noticing it also. Go to starbucks, O! Cutie at the counter. Me trying not to drool over him. At the corner! Dude walking his dog, oh my elllllleeee!! XP My dad even notices it! Hah. Well you guys must be crazy over something like how I am over boys, music, writing, etc.
OH!! I realized that I can do "pig squeals". But, before I bore you to death about me being able to do high pitched screams that sounds like...pigs squealing (duhh elle), I want to give myself a pat on my back.
-trying to pat self on the back- Yayzers!
Well bad news, my littlest brother got sick, too. And I can just feel it. I am next. Because I am sneezing uncontrollably. And because I can feel the mucus building up in my throat. O jeez, that was a bit "tmi" sorry.
So umm, I think that I like rainbows. Oh, I'm going to go to target babayz. :D
What's your favorite store to shop in? One of them I would have to say would be Target, becausee it's awesome. :) Am I right or am I right?
Well, I'm gonna get ready for the day to begin.
So c ya!
XP
p.s. I'm thinking about making a new blog, for a story I'm writing...what do you think?

Oh Dear!

My brother is sick, this is his second day of school he's missing so far! I really hope that his sickness doesn't rub off on me! Or else, I'd miss school. Which isn't a good thing, because I don't like to fall behind. -nerd-

Sorry I didn't post yesterday, I kept telling myself to write a freakin' post, but then I'd have to do something else. Like do the dishes (chores) or call one of my friends to go over the homework (social time) stuff like that!
Um so yea, I will write once again, when I get home from practice.

So have a nice day.
And see you later!
:)

<3 2 <3

Umm. Hello. How are you? Are you guys good? i hope so. :) Because there wouldn't be a blog without you guys, -sniffle- you guys are awesome. And i want to thank my fellow followers! You guys -sniffle- just amaze me. Everyone on here, we are all so different. Yet, we all get along. :) And man, there are some amazing writers on here, like Kevin, or Cathy, or Charlotte or Alkyoni, or or Jen, or Devon, or Amanda orrrr anyone else I haven't mentioned! (That btw, should be getting awards because they are fantasicly fantastic) :D And jeez, it's like (we are having a heart to heart moment guys!) awwww I'm getting all soft on you guys! XP
Anyways, you guys are amazing, even if sometimes you guys doubt yourselves (which I totally don't get) :)
So Rock on!!
Oh, and soon I will be putting up My Top Twenty Favorite Songs. TTFS! 'Member that? Me too, actually truthfully I almost forgot about it! XD
Umm. So yea. I hope everyone has a smile put upon their faces when they read this! Because you guys are unbelievably wonderful! And I enjoy reading your bloggies. So thanks for being there and listening to me babble, and run on and on about random things!

Love you guys!!

<3333.

p.s. I'm not thinking about school, because I'm very excited to see what you guys think about this post. :D

Volleyball.

THANK YOU GUYS! (I'm talking about the crampies-sorry if that was TMI)! You guys are the best! I am feeling better by the way!! Thank you!!

I'm listening to "Stupid Love letter" by The Friday Night Boys. I just put this song on, i like it (so far). It's sad. What's with all these sad songs? Are they trying to pull me down? Throw me off my winning streak? Well, I hope they enjoy disappointment! If you guys watched twilight, you would know that's a line from it! Except Edward says you instead of they. Not plural.
Also, "hang on tight spider monkey"?! Gah. Do you hear what Kristen does when he says that?! The demonic laugh/giggle!!! Gag.
Volleyball practice was A-okay! We did drills, then more drills. Then more drills. Then we finally did a scrimmage. Which was fun. My team won though. XP I'm getting better, but who wants me to talk about sports? Booo! Did you know that when you do sports, you sweat? Whaaattt?! Yes, it's true. It drips, and forms above your hairline, and slowly goes down your face. (Nice description/image in your head, eh?) Making you wipe it away, because it's tickling you! But then you lose your focus, and the next thing you know the ball is coming straight at you. Umm...you can either walk away, and get kicked off the team for being lazy (would my coach really do that?) OR! you can get in the correct position and hit the freakin' ball. But how would I know that? o_O
Well I'm going to do stuff, other than be a internet-blogging-absorbed freaky blogger addict. That should be my name! What do you guys think? Eh?? No...? Yes...? Who cares...? Mkay. Well good morning or good night, or good afternoon...or (is there anything I've missed?) good...day to you all!

XP Until next time.

p.s. school is eh. Like always. Days left? I'm trying not to think about that. Until June. Which won't come for a very very -wincing- verrryy long time. -having a panic attack!- Ha. Jk...I think....

<333 Stay swell my bloggers.

Busy Bee.

Well this is a first, I am wearing a dress to school. A moment in history is about to go down. I'm just scared someone will pull it down, which yes, at my school there are kids childish enough to do that. I could get them suspended if they did that, though. I hope they know that. :) Umm, it's a tube dress, was a dress with straps, but i took them off (no I didn't rip them off, they can come off with a little button) and I can't find them. Well no, that's not true. I found one, but I can't find the other, so oh well.
I'm still sad. And a bit worried. XP
Has that ever happened to you? You got...dressed? Umm...like pants-d-d-dd. Ha. I don't know how to spell it.
But I must say, this dress brings out my feminine side. A side that is always being covered by holey jeans, and t-shirts. So, I'm pretty excited about what people at school will say. If they hate it, well, then. I will scream in their face, and say "I know your jealous!". And we will all laugh, and live happily ever after. :P Is there such a thing? Really? No, I don't know why kids telly shows show that in life, there are happy endings. Which is so not true. Or no one would be doing suicide, or any emo crap. Which I mean there are endings that are close to happy, but never perfectly happy peachy lalalaa endings. Or if there is tell me. I'd like to met that person, and interview them to see what's so prefectly happy peachy lalalaa about their endings.
Well I gotta cut this short, because I have to go to school. I'll post again, to tell you how painf...I mean progressing practice is! :) See ya.

p.s. sorry I didn't post yesterday, I was a bit caught up in all the school work...or wouldn't you call it homework? Anywayz.

C ya!

Crap, more like Cramps.

I have terrible cramps. They are killing me, and i can't move. Great. Just what I need. I have yet another day of school tomorrow. 5 minutes ago I was doing photography. Some (pictures) of myself, but most of other things. I can't say that I'm the kind of person that looks horrible in photos, but I'd rather not be the cameras main focus. Even though I like attention. Weird, right? But yes, I like to take photos that make it look like there are two objects, but really there is only one. The kind of photos that mess with your head, the ones that give you a headache just looking at it, from trying to figure it out.
My little brother starts school tomorrow.
Unfair.

My camera is acting retarded. I plugged it into the comput...AHA! I got it, it wasn't plugged in after all. I'm only going to do 2. Because I'm lazy, and don't feel like uploading all 16 pictures onto here.
I still have to do laundry.

There we go.... It's only 7 here, and it's already dark. Dark as in, you can't see outside!! O jeez. This is global warming taking it's place. See what happens when you don't treat the world right?
Maybe if I stop breathing I won't feel any cramps. Sound good? Let's try it...one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, Can't go any farther, lungs about to explode. -gasp- That didn't help.
Tomorrow what am I doing? I have practice (everyday i believe +_+) and school, then come home and do homework. Superb. Perfectly fine with me. Well that is it for tonight my dearies. Dearies looks like diary, in a way. Okay, no not at all. :_: Alien alert. Time to R-U-N. But of course, that is before they give us milk and cookies WITH POISON IN IT! Then, we would slowly die upchucking every last bit in our bodies, because we were stupid enough to actually take their warm acid cookies, and their ice cold bleach infested milk. At least we died with full stomachs. :D

p.s. school is alright, so I'm actually happy to go tomorrow. But still! Too many days. x_x
p.s.s. what's with me doing all these smiley faces? ?.? (that one is on my phone)
p.s.s.s. what do all these s's stand for?

C ya!

I Got It!!

I'm inspired by Cathy's blog.
:P
Sooo...Bam! I did.
It just hit me...or should I say some mysterious ;) voice told me, so why not follow that mysterious voice?
In her recent blog post, she talked about numerous things but one that hit me was the "bare" part. Like make-up wise. And so I thought, that well heyyyy it does feel weird when you've been putting on make-up for the longest of times, and then you just don't put it on for one day. You do feel bare, exposed, vulnerable. Except when I skip a day, I feel like a new person has over-came me. I'm in a new skin.

So yeah. :) O! New bands.
Mister Owl a.k.a. Eatmewhileimhot (technically eatmewhileimhot is the new name)
A Rocket To The Heart

They aren't new bands, but I was looking online, and youtube, and I found 'em. I like 'em both! >_<
So...what type of music do you listen to? Is it techno, (which btw I really like) or is it rap? Or (hahahaa) crunkcore, hardcore, emocore, crunk rock, yeah, there are a lot of weird freaky names for music. But, in the end, it ends up in the category "rock" or "alternative". Or do you listen to rap? Umm...what are the other names? Jazz? Pop? R&B? Hip-Hop? Country? News? Does News count? So yeah, what about you? I dare you to tell me what your type of music is! I double dare you! O...now you gotta do it. :P

I'll be waiting :)

p.s. if you guys wanna read a good book I advise you to visit Alkyoni's blog called "The Heart Seeker" it's pretty good, and she's a great writer. So click away!

Inspired.

I don't really have any idea of what to talk about. So, I'm just going to say hi, then do a real post for when I actually have an idea. Instead of writing about how my head being empty, with having no ideas whatsoever.

I need to get inspired.
Any ideas?


So until then.

Flying Low

I'm very tired, and sore. Thank you volleyball, running, and school. Great. Well my genius mother has yet had another idea about a book, now I'm not gonna tell you but it sounds pretty awesome. Ha. Umm, I feel like writing so here goes nothing....

She was fidgeting with the hem of her lacy black dress, waiting outside of the office in a big dark brown wooden chair. Her parents sitting next to her, kept touching her arm, assuring her that she'd do fine. But Lesley didn't care about how the office smelled like vanilla and caramel. Or how everything was clean, and neat. She loved it here, that was a fact, but that didn't matter. She wanted in, and if she didn't get in well, Lesley wasn't sure what she would do next. The lines where all in her head, one after another repeating themselves to her silently. Waiting to be said to the person who she had been waiting for. My name is Lesley, I am a 7th grade student at "Legend Academy". I am here at your high school wondering if I could become a freshman here, and take advanced classes. Here is my file.... She knew them by heart. The door opened and out came the....

Lesley was a character that I thought would be nice to talk about. Her name is Lesley Barker, no middle name. She's 13 years old, and in the middle of 7th grade. She's super smart, and wants to skip to high school to take advanced classes. The scene that I made up, was her waiting outside of the principal's office of the high school she wants to go to. Haven't named the high school yet, but I will eventually. Umm, did you like it? It's good, i guess.
So, I'm tired, and I'm afraid to say it buuuuttt that's all bloggers. :D See you later.

p.s. school days left? i don't wanna even know. :P

Lip Balm

So I was listening to the radio this morning and they were talking about weight loss products. They said that in the U.K. they have a lip balm, that makes you put a "pause" on your appetite. That's a bit...foolish. Might as well just eat the freakin' lip balm. Hahhaa...that would be hilarious if you saw someone eating out of a chapstick tube. Ewww. Haha.
To get that picture out of your head, how about this?
I'm on the volleyball team. And I know who is going to be on the team (try-outs were today) and I'm a returning player, so booyaah! I'm so excited to kick some volleyball butt again! I'm pretty damn good at it. I guess. :P What kinda sports are you good at? What's your favorite? And what are you good at (doesn't have to be about sports)?
Hey, when you see something or hear or watch something-sometimes don't you get the urge to go out and do it? Well that's how it is with me and a lot of things. One of them has to do with sports.
School was good. I got a lot of compliments from teachers, and my mommy gave me a golden star sticker thingy. Jealous? Yea, I would be! :D
Well, I'm gonna cut it short so I can go relax, cuz I sweat today and made an effort. Yea, not good for lazy people! So yea, hope you guys had a lovely day, if not

put a smile on your face!

and listen to this song I got off youtube, and that I do NOT own! :D

Or be like Michael Jackson, and sing

If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change

Duh Duh Duh with the man in the mirror! I love this song. Gotta love classics...well are they? Okay, maybe...ack! i don't know.
C ya!

p.s. How many more days(of school)? Too freakin many! I think I can live with that. Or try. >_<

Black.

I guess my favorite color would have to be black, is it really a color? Well, I don't wanna get into that argument!
BUT! I found a video that is kinda funny in the beginning, and it kinda makes fun of people who are like that. Umm, if you know who the "Black Veil Brides" are, you'll get what I'm saying. And I recently began to like them. Aaaandd, of course the lead singer is a hottie. Hahahaa. But in like a scary gothic emo way. (drooling) I'm a sucker for those kinda guys, even though they might be jerks in real life.
I actually wanted to talk about that. A lot of people nowadays just care about appearance, well no. Not saying that anyone here does-ahhh. This is reaaalllly hard to put/say without setting off a bomb with people. So here's what one of my friends said, let's call him...Black, since that's the title. Um so Black said that people nowadays only care about appearance. Especially "good looking" people. "Good looking" people want to be with other "good looking" people. No one cares about their insides, and personalities. They only want to...you catch my drift? But isn't it true? Then I was like you have a good point, so this is why I'm taking all day to type this and put it in a way for others to understand. Orrrrr, I'm taking forever to try to put this and ending up sounding like a senseless monkey. Which one do I sound like? Hopefully the first option. :P Um, so yea, is it just me and Blackyy (very bad grammar) here who think that our world is becoming a vain, self-absorbed harsh planet? But also a very depressing one? Ack. The world is a nice place and all, but it makes me sad for what us humans is putting it through. :( See what rainy non-raining-but-looks-like-its-going-to-rain weather does to me?!? This is why I'm not a big fan of rain, snow, or anything cold.

So yeah, that was a little too long, and it kinda/doesn't make sense, buuuut oh well. School was fun, but okay like I said, I'm going to write another list about what makes me happy/smile/laugh/stick out my tongue-any good stuff like that.
Here it is:
1. Blogging
2. MUSIC!!
3. Making Bloggy friends
4. Making Skate Park friends
5. Boys :P
6. Family
7. Texting
8. Friends
9. Shopping
10. Band Boys (liiikke Andy Sixx, or Se7en)
11. Accents
12. Anime
13. The number 18
14. The Computer
15. Uhhhh....o! Umm...Cool Random GUY Shirts and Skinny Jeans

ooo yeahhh...hahaha. I love guy shirts, they have no shape because guys don't have stuff up there like us women do! So yea, ha. It's kinda weird, and only my mom will buy me guy stuff. My dad will not be happy if I asked him to buy me a shirt that was made for a guy to wear.... So yeahh...well school was cool. Kinda tiring, I had P.E. (ugh.) and yeah. O smiley face! =.= That looks like a kitten. Okay, I'm getting random again, I'll let myself go. So yea, I hope that helped with...(wait what?!) stuff. Getting to know me, and my soft spots. O.o So hope you had a good day, and I will see you again in the morning! :D

p.s. I realized that the nightly babble is no use, sorry but I'm gonna cancel that. I'm sorry if your hopes were crushed, next time don't set 'em so high (at least when I say I'll do stuff...because I'm lazy like that! :P)

p.s.s. summer is over. Now I'm going to countdown how many days I have left of school. Days Left of School=A LOT!!!

The Morning

Heading off to school soon.
It's still early enough for the cars to have fog on the windows. It looks like a rainy day, but no it's just a morning in the making. My hair is dripping, trying to dry. I hope it doesn't rain today, because then it would make everyone gloomy...i think. Just telling you that. Mkay, I hope you all have a great day, and I will check in later. :)

Okkkkaaayyyy.

Well today was ookkkaayyy. School was okkkaayyy. People got taller. People stayed the same. People were people. And for once I tried to act "normal". It was hard. Ha. I can't say I tried to act "normal", but I turned down my crazy-ness a few notches. Or tried....

OKAY! MUSIC UPDATE! I like Family Force 5. They sound a lot like Brokencyde. But my opinion they're hot-ness is about the same (still think se7en would beat them all though). The music is...um (very very sorry brokencyde) better...than brokencyde's. -gasp- I'm sorry, but they are! I wanna go to their concert. I've heard that they have a guy who just gets paid to dance on stage. Woah. Woah. Okay. Woah. That's a bit too much eh? Haha.

I was very retarded this morning though, because right before I went to school I took medicine. The very medicine that would get me sleepy. The very medicine that I KNEW I WAS GOING TO GET SLEEPY FROM! So I couldn't really enjoy my fist day. O! And yesterday I went to the skate park, and today I was really sore. HOW DO YOU GET SORE FROM RIDING ON A BOARD?! Well I did, and during school, I tried to lift my leg up, and well i gasped from the pain. And! it still hurts. :( Give me a woot if you feel my pain.
Well okay, I gotta finish homework (homework on the first day?! AGAIN!?) so c ya!

p.s. how was your first day of school?
p.s.s. I love this song! Enjoy!

Ack. Eek. Ehh.

What do I really truly think about school? I wonder....
Umm, I'd rather stay at the skate park every day and fall on my butt, then go to school for 5 days in a row.
But! I'd rather go to school then have a month to stay at home.
Jeez, well school gives you something to do, you know? AND! You learn (ehh.) which is okay.
My school, is like an other school.
Boo!
Ha. They put an elevator in it and fixed the parking lot (score!) so it's all smooth. Too bad you'll probably have to deal with the cops if you're there too late.
So I'm gonna put together a list that makes me wanna scream/think/say ack/eek/ehh. Seems like everyone is putting up lists so why not?! Here it is my bloggers:
1. Bugs
2. Boredom
3. Being alone for too long
4. Fakes
5. Mini- Skirts >_>
6. Babies with dirty diapers
7. High things
8. Loads Of Homework (which will happen tomorrow)
9. Dancing in front of people
10. Grades
11. Pressure
12. Preforming in front of very BIG crowds (guess being a rockstar isn't an option)
13. Feeling Dumb
14. Not having anything to say
15. Mean people

Okay, I'm gonna stop there because I can't think, which makes me eek! Wait whaaattt? Okay, well later on I'll post stuff that makes me happy! :D
Till next time.

P.S. LAST DAY OF SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!
Skate park here I come!

Slowly.

I wrote a poem last night, so I am going to put it up.
Here it is:
the flower that wilted,
the town that was known forever,
they were both forgotten slowly.
the flower died coldly,
never got the water,
and was always left in the sun.
that night it died along with
the town,
where it had all begun.
the fire burned it all.
even the flower,
even all the holy,
even the kids
who were
screaming
till the
end.
they all died slowly,
the flower and the town were killed.
and when the last one fell,
the new day begun ever so
quickly.

Okay, don't ask why I kept saying slowly, it is just a fun word to put in there. I might redo it. So watch out for another version! I wrote that at 10:54 p.m. last night. Like it? Maybe? Ehhh. Mkay. That's all I have to say.

P.S. 2 more days till school. ugh.

:D

Lalala.

Lalala.
The sun is out, shinning high in the sky.
My life is happy, with the birds singing in the background and everything.
And music is blasting loud out of my headphones (as always) scaring the birds away. That are, by the way, trying to put a dress on me. Which is kinda hard when I'm typing and talking to you.
The dress is neon pink with a purple tutu underneath to make it poof out. I have these glass stilettos (yes people it is the 21st century, screw slippers) that are killing my feet, but (suffer for fashion) they are worth it.

Help me get out of this fairytale world

is what I am thinking. But why? Everything is perfect, until you realize that I am stuck in a tower that is locked from the outside. I have food, and drinks, but I just can't get out. The tower in fact is steal and spikey gates are protecting me (more like making me stay in) from harm.

Is this what I think of my home? Uh no. Minus the tower, and the spikey gates. Replace the tower with an apartment building, and no spikey gates in site. Only a door, that isn't locked from the inside out. At least I hope not.
How would you describe your home?

(What voice is this) What do you see when you look out of a window? This is what I see when I look out of a window, mysteriously cute voice. ;D
A Lawn, Apartment, Grass, Car, Car, Car, Car, Car, Tree, Tree, Tree, Grass, Sidewalk, Pole, People, Apartment, Apartment with weird looking windows, Windows, Bush, Bush, Shadows, People, Person with hot pink hair (woot!), Car Passing by.

Well there you have it people! That's what I see when I look out of a random window in my home.
Nice blogging with you, but cookies and milk are calling my name. :D

P.S. 3 More Days Before School Starts. Yippee, psych. :P

Dedication!

Well I have a goal for myself, learn how to play the guitar!!
Is it hard? Do you have any tips?
My step dad plays, so he's gonna help me.
But other than that it's just me!
ACK!!
So yes I have a guitar (well my step dad has one anywayz)
And I'm excited!
Hooray!
I start school in like 4 days, or is it 5?
Umm, yea school is nehhh.... Nehhh? Like the sound horses make! I hope you can hear what that sounds like, if not theenn i don't know what to tell ya!
I'm just on youtube, messin' around.
Listening to this kid that is pretty awesome at singing and playing the guitar. To tell you the truth I just really wanna play the guitar so I can play my favorite songs on it! Lolz. That's funny. And a stupid reason to want to learn, but I just really like singing and guitars. And I'm so freakin' jealous at people who can do both very well, unlike me...I have no clue if I'm a good singer. I don't care if my singing sucks though, because singing is awesome and fun. Aha!
Okay, so i'm going to continue that little "story" of the monkey (at first i put bee XP) that is paralyzed. So imagine it struggling to reach the last banana, and oh no! here comes another monkey (named bob) that is not paralyzed and wants the last banana! Crap thinks the monkey. Just then that different monkey, bob, eats the last banana. And the monkey is shriveled up on the floor of the forest, dieing slowly, just because it couldn't get the banana bob ate. But how and why he got paralyzed, my friends (hehee i have blog friends) is another story, at another time.

I just realized that I have blogger friends. That makes me so happy. :D

Back To The Usual.

Well I realized that I have been gone, so I owe you guys.
Here's a song that I love now.

He's so cute, and he's gotta little accent, (I have no clue which one it is) help me out? I'm not good at this kinda thing! But yes give me a woot woot if you think he's cute. I mean common, is it just me?! And if you think that that pic is stupid looking then here's this one! (I am like adding videos from left to right.)

Mkay, (humming) I did some eye make up that looks awesome right now. And I must say it looks pretty awesome. I'll spare you the lame description, that i wrote but deleted (no, not really) k?
So I hope all of your blogs have been doing "yay!" and not "eek!". If they are pretty good (yay!) then double high five! If they have been doing ehh (eek!) then umm...i'm truly sorry. Make it a double high five or a yay!.
I wanna go shopping soon (like omg! me 2!) when's the last time you've went shopping and never bought a thing? That hasn't happened to me (that i remember). But I mean like you had money, you were pretty damn sure you were going to spend it, and your mind just went blank when you got to the store. Has that ever happened to anyone? It'd be funny and screwed upp, but then when you got home you realized what you have done, and the bus is down, or your mom went to go sleep. OR! The store closed down. When would that happen though? Honestly?
Now i'm listening to Did It Hurt by NeverShoutNever! Is it supposed to be one word? Or what? Because on utube it is and then again it isn't. Whaaatt?
Well, this has been good to talk, and talk some more to you guys, but I might start to be all random so I'm gonna stop. Like orange chicken, or flying monkeys, or o! A paralyzed monkey that is about to die because he can't reach the banana in the tree, and it's snowing and he just shaved. C what I mean?
XQ That looks kinda' weird. Later on, I will continue with the paralyzed monkey but for now, bye bye!

Mkay....

Well some of you noticed that one of my friends wrote a post on my blog. So i think that this is an appropriate time to write a post about internet saftey rules, but less mom-ish and more elle-ish!
Okay so here they are!:
#1: If you don't know 'em don't show 'em. That basically means if you don't know the person then don't give them any personal info. Like pics of yourself (that you know you'd get it if your ma actually saw them). So here's an example:
hottie3x10: Hey baby, wanna hand at your place?
And well your like panicking because your thinking someone told him your address. So you can be idiotic and do this:
Bunni<3333: Sure, my address is I'm an idiot and going to get raped apartment #2.
Or you can say this:
Bunni<3333: Um hellz, no! Goodbye.
And that's when you block him!!
#2: Share your toys, not the key!
So i kinda went against this rule -cough cough- Don't share your password. With anyone! Got that? Because some stuff can happen, and you get yelled out. Okay then here's the last one....
#3: Here's a quote from my ma.
Don't be mean online because they can track yo shit, yo. And yes, she actually said that. Yes, it's true in case you guys didn't know.

So yeah! That's it, i'm very sowwie that i haven't been blogging. But that's because i was to busy dying my hair, and going to the skate park. Landed my ollie! Yayzers! So yea, i found a band that is awesome, and has a cute boy in it. Can't get better than that! It's called "NeverShoutNever!" Heard of it? You probably have, but if not check it out. My two favorite songs by 'em is BigCityDreams, and On The Brightside. So yeah, many apologies, and i'm gonna go to sleep because i'm tired. C ya!