Zero.

I'm about to begin my homework. :/ Start/Finish Science Fair Research Paper, a Tri-Fold Brochure, Research The Battle of Gettysburg, Reread Chapter 10 for Guided Reading...(that's what I get for reading ahead!), umm I have to work on my portfolio, annddd writing. Busy night. My step dad is going to go see a movie at midnight. Aww, I shulda went. Stupid homework. I'm going to try to finish all of my homework assignments before midnight!
Listening to the radio (Lady Gaga in on-Paparazzi), have to switch the laundry in a few minutes, and work out. How am I supposed to do all of this in less than 1...2...4...5...5 hours? Well it must be done. I ain't gonna fall behind thank you very much.
Friday was hectic. Too much drama.

I wrote a poem about it...okay here goes somethin:
Friday was a wake up call.
I need to change.
No,
i have to.
I'm trying to grow,
to change my ways.
To make myself happy again,
to live for me.
I'm not as light as a feather
yet.
But I will be;
I'm working on it.
I will soon be
the feather.
Light as can be.
Zero guilt.
Zero gossip.
Zero insults.
Zero weight.
Zero.
Free as can be.
Floating high into
the sky.
I will soon be
the feather.
Floating high into
the sky,
set free,
just for me!
:)

I have no clue if it makes sense or not to you. But to me it does. It has different meanings. Maybe the right person will get it. Tell me, are you the right person? What did this poem mean to you? If it meant anything at all to you. Or did it effect you? Have you every had a Friday that made your stomach curl into a knot of pain? And I'm not talking about PMSing. :P
Well that's it for tonight. I have to go do some homework. And ohh crap! The laundry!
Bye!

The Results...

Okay, some of you may be wondering how my game went.
We won. but! it was the worst game my team has EVER! played! We all got so frustrated! And OMG! Okay I won't get all mad about a stupid game, and I'll spare you the details, but! i really didn't like anything about it whatsoever! We ran practices better than that game.
A girl cried -not gonna say names- during the game. I was like ARE YOU SERIOUS?! WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!? Maybe it was because I was yelling at her, but if she didn't wanna actually put effort into playing, then why is she still here? Ya know? I know that makes me sound like a complete dog, but I don't like it when girls come to practice/a game and fool around, and not take things seriously. And not only are they hurting her teammates, but herself, and Coach. No, I'm not saying you can't have fun. But there's a difference between having fun, and fooling around.
Yes, that's very mean...but there are a lot of meaner girls on the team that me. So if you think that's a slap in the face, you haven't seen anything.
AND THE PEOPLE WE PLAYED AGAINST SUCKED! Okay, I don't wanna be that harsh, but we were ten times better than them. Oh, and don't think our Coach didn't tell us that.
I'm so ashamed. And tomorrow Coach's gonna get all mad and disappointed. Giving us the "you can do better than that!" speech. It's gonna be horrible.
We won 2/3.
I'm very disappointed, I'm gonna stop talking about this right now. My new word is disappointed. That's how I felt today. I feel really low. and i'm a captain so how does that make me look? I feel so....

okay. So how was your day today? I think I have a B in Spanish. And I know for sure I have an A in Humanities/World History/Social Studies. Which ever name you wanna call it. Um I probably have a B in Math, a B (or maybe a C) in music, a B (or A) in Drama. Maybe a B in Algebra, or if not an A. But I doubt it. I'm telling you this because I get my progress report tomorrowz. Err...I'm totally NOT scared. And I can't wait to show everyone. :D That shows you that I have confidence!Okay, erm, maybe not completely but...whatever.

So, I'm tired. And I'm gonna cut it short. Or maybe not short, but I'm gonna cut this before it gets too long. Make sense? Okay. I'll see ya tomorrow! :)

p.s. I really need to order that Trench Coat because today was reallly cold! :(

Every Single Time!

I am always getting headaches now. My brain feels like it is about to explode.
Volleyball today...well I did not like it one bit. I just wanted to stop playing for the day. Coach played against us, well no, not even. He just served it to us. And we well we were supposed to run attacks back. Well the 6 Girls who were on the court.
Breaking it down for you:
Attack- (Girl A) pass to setter (Girl B), setter (Girl B) sets it, and then someone spikes it. The person who hits it can either be a completely different girl...(Girl C) or the original girl who passed it to the setter. (Girl A passes the ball to Girl B, Girl B can either set it to Girl A or Girl C. Either Girl can hit the ball. But! Not Girl B, because the ball can not be hit twice in a row by the same Girl.) Make sense? Or did I just confuse you even more?.... >_> I actually tired to make it sound complex...did it work? Or should I try harder? I'd like you to reread that faster, then even faster. And see if it makes sense to you. The part in parenthesis.
But! There are only 3 girls on the team who really know what they are doing. And my coach says it all the time, and reminds everyone who they are. I am one of those 3 players, and I haven't been on the team for that long. Like maybe three years. So this one chick always gets all huffy and puffy whenever he says that, because she's been on the team for like 4 years, i don't know how long she has but it's longer than I have. And so yes, the three players that he has mentioned have been on the team for a shorter amount of time than she has.
Is this making any sense to you guys?
Sooo....yea. She automatically thinks that she's better than us because she has been on the team longer. Which gets 2/3 of us mad, me and my other teammate. So OMG! I wanna rip my hair out now, because practice was horrible.
But, hey, I can not control people's actions/words/emotions/feelings. I guess emotions/feelings are the same thing. Oh! How about thoughts? Still falls under that category though. :/
All we did was do that setting thingy. All Day. For two hours straight. I wish practice would go on for three hours, but coach thinks that is pushing it. Oh well.
Uggghhh.

Well, enough of my complaints. What's gotten on your nerves today? I noticed that some people are happy! and some are annoyed/pissed off. If your day falls under the last category, tell me what I can do to make it a happy! day!
Well, I hope that the sky hasn't fallen for you today (hehe Chicken Little), or you haven't gotten a headache (hehe Girl A/C), or someone you know pushed you pushed off the edge and are about to explode, or "bust a cap!". "Or crossed the line." I am very sorry if you have.
-ahem- Well I will see you all tomorrow, after school.
Let's see if tomorrow's volleyball practice, doesn't stink like it has today. -crossing fingers-

Okay Okay...

Here ya go!:
1. I'd Hate To Be You by:Mayday Parade
2. You Call by:Secondhand Serenade
3. Everything's Gonna Be Okay by:Brittani Louise Taylor
4. It's Not Over by:Secondhand Serenade
5. Miserable At Best by:Mayday Parade
6. Overdose by:Hurt
7. Vanilla Twilight by:Owl City
8. Love Addict by:Family Force 5
9. Broken Heart, Torn Up Letters by:Lostprophets
10. Replace Me by:Family Force 5
11. Knives and Pens by:Black Veil Brides
12. Ignorance by:Paramore
I can't think!!!
13.Playing Gog by:Paramore
14. What If I Can't Check My Myspace by:Attack Attack
15. Diamonds Aren't Forever by:Bring Me The Horizon
16. I'm Afraid of Losing You by:A Rocket To The Moon
17. I Think About You Everyday by:A Rocket To The Moon
18. Feeling Sorry by:Paramore
19. Cave In by:Owl City
oh crap, I can not think of one last one!!
20. First Time by:Family Force 5

Okay, those are the songs that you've been waiting for! And if you could care less, then you still know my

Top Twenty Favorite Songs

So see ya guys tomorrow, I actually have to go to bed on time, instead of writing till 11. Not very good. I have school tomorrow. Erg.
Hah. What? Erg? Huh?

Niterz.

p.s. I realized that most of the songs are either about love, or depressed-ness. What? I'm not emo. I'm not in love. What is happening to my brain? ACK! XP

Hewwo!

Howz arez youz?
I'm okay, are you okay? Your talking kinda funny! >_>
Yesz I'mz finez. Okay, I'll stop.
Thankz youz! Sheshz.
That's not funny!
Whatz arez youz talkingz aboutzz?
Goodbye. Z....

How are you? Seriously? Without me talking like I have a lisp. Or would it be called...lizp. Instead of s's it's z's? I'm okay, could be better. I think I need a hug though. -Sniffle-
Umm, I don't have anything to say.
:(
I guess it's just one of those days. I don't know. I feel really low. Like not completely depressed, and not sad. Just low. Very. And it's not like I did anything wrong, so I have no clue why I feel like this. So before my mood runs off on anyone else. I hope you guys feel swell, and put a smile on your face! Happy Blogging Days everyone!
:)

p.s. school was okayz....z-d-d

Niterz! ;D